this entry i update especially for three of them capital B , capital E , capital O . yeah guys , it's for you . i'm hope that you read all this and understand it ^^ you have to read it , maybe for you it's not important but for me it's too important . between just dekat blog ni jew i boleh luahkan segalanya , and this blog also part of my life . and guys sorry if ada yang korang tak puas hati with me or i'm doing something wrong with you all :( between it's sincerely of my heart and i'm not lying to you guys , hope you guys read it ^^ and one more i tak suka and tak bermaksud nak kecewakan you all :( between i hate myself if i make someone disappointed , urmmmmmm .
CAPITAL B :
actually dah lama know about him but time uh tahu macam uh jew , tak amik tahu sangat cause dulu benci gila dengan mamat ni ha . heeeee , sorry to say that dear ^^ if tak silap i know about you since last year right , yeah it's true ^^ but know you make me starting to like you and yes i do like you dear ^^ but but i terasa macam i syok sendiri jew meyh , heeee . first you yang add i then i app later we become more closer and you cakap nak buat i cair and yes i dah cair dengan you ^^ you buat i lupa an farid bila i text you , you buat i happy and you buat i tak bencikan lelaki and thanks for that hunn <33 but i guess you tak pernah suka i pown right , maybe i jew yang perasan . urmmm , but it's ok dear . i know who i am ^^ between i admit that i'm not pretty like others and i'm not perfect ^^ furthermore you boleh dapat much better than me right ^^
between hunn i really do like you but i'm also like another people , eish . susah betul ada perasaan ni = =" runsing runsing , baru sebab lelaki dah jadi macam ni . hampeh betul , urmmmm . capital B i'm totally miss you a lot :( tadi i dah call you , pity you dear you tak sihat . i nak tolong but tak boleh , urmmmm . you say that maybe this week you balik klang , hope you balik ^^ you you , i tak harap apa apa dari you just i nak you tahu i suka you and sayang you , sincerely of my heart . and bulat thanks for everything , 143 <3
CAPITAL E :
him him him , i know him on wednesday ^^ dye yang add , time app dye uh agak terminat dekat dye then app lah an an . after app tengok profile then tengok dye in relation :( aw sangat kecewa tahu , urmmmm . then borak borak dengan dye dekat IM , then then saje tanya dye tak text gf . heeeee , later dye cakap itu kawan dye saje . dye just help that girl only , OMG sukanya saya bila tahu ^^ HAHAHAHHA , gedik an saya . then then borak dengan dye at last dengan muka tak malu ask his num , heeeeee . i got it , thanks eh awak ^^ then then continue text under phone , aw dye sangat sangat friendly ^^ saya jatuh hati sama dye , ouch [eh semua aku nak , tamak betul] but but dye memang terlau sweet tahu , ngee . awak awak , thanks buat saya senyum macam orang gila ^^ between awak cakap awak tak pernah bosan text sama saya , thanks awak ^^ urmmmm , awak awak nak tahu something tak . saya an an jealous bila baca wall awak , HAHAHHAHA . apelah saya ni an an , sape saya nak jealous jealous ni . eish , btw kita everyday text an an an . heeeeeee , phone penuh dengan text awak tahu ^^ awak awak , saya nak bisik ni [saya suka awak , blushing] urmmmm , saya tak tahu sama ada awak suka saya kew tak = =" urmmmm , awak suka rendah dirikan and saya suka itu ^^ tadi tadi saya dah call awak , heeeeee . first time cakap dengan awak , aw aw aw . heeeee , awak cakap awak suka dengar suara saya ^^ heeeeee , segan saya dengan awak tahu . urmmmm , awak awak saya betul betul jatuh hati dengan awak tapi tapi saya tak tahu awak suka saya kew tidak . sama macam bulat juga , urmmmmm . tapi an awak always ada , nak sangat meet awak tahu :( urmmmm , btw awak i'm really like you <33 awak always percayakan saya , thanks yeah awak ^^ sayanng awak lebih lebih ^^ saya tak boleh kalau tak text awak tahu , mesti rindu . heeeee , segan saya dengan awak eiman ^^ awak awak 143 <3
CAPITAL O :
i guess tak perlu cakap banyak about you my dear , urmmmm . you pown nak buang i dah dari hidup you right , and thanks for everything :( i know i dah kecewakan you but i tak bermaksud macam uh , you sendiri tahu right . you rajin call i on night and thanks a lot cause make me happy time i sedih ^^ you selalu menyanyi untuk i , thanks sangat oppy . i do love you but we can't be together , i'm really sorry about that . urmmmm , i know that you really love me and care about me but dear i tak layak untuk you . maybe you can found someone better than me , yeah maybe people will say that i'm stupid cause not appreciate you or accept you . but i can't do that and i'm really really sorry about that :( i tak kisah if you nak benci i or what , memang patut right . urmmmm , sorry again . and ini apa yang you send dekat i just now :( after i read i'm crying , urmmmm :'( sorry sayang buat you kecewa , maafkan i oppy :(
: takpe lahh , hope you bahagia dengan budak you minat uhh . thanks cause sayang i but mulai saat ini you stop sayang you dekat i k . and i akan lupakan you , you pown lupakan i k walaupn you mmng dah lupakn dkt i . i memang tak de makne dlm hati you , btw thanks singgah dekat hati i walaupn sementara . kita mmng tak ditakdirkan utk tuhan supaya bersama . orang yang kita sayang tak semestinya akan bersama kan ? hmm , i yakin ni mmng keputusan i plng tepat and i tak nak nangis sebab pompuan yg syg pada org lain . Ya allh berat hati i nak lepas kn you , tp apa yg i boleh buat . kita tak de pertalian and i tak de hak nk pakse you and i pown tak suka pakse2 . itu jewlah hope happy dngn dia and lg satu . tengah on9 kn ? delete i dari friend you . tengs k lah too je yg i nak cakap . Bye selamat tinggal FILZAH FARHANAH !
p/s : all this sincerely of my heart , hope you guys read this yeah :( i x kisah orang nak say or judge me or list me as a playgirl or what , the most important is i do love three of you and three of you important in my life include farid :'( and guys sorry if i kecewakan you all , i'm really sorry . between guys thanks a lot cause make my life more colourfull ^^ 143 guys <33